Be beautiful, Be pretty, Be You.

meet the parents

2012-01-26T21:40:00.003+08:00

Went to dearest's place to have dinner with his family on tuesday evening. love his family and house so much! want to move there !!!! all in all, I had a pleasant time, they were so warm in their hospitality and so humorous, mission accomplished! :D

Happy days

2012-01-25T12:17:00.003+08:00

Few pics of CNY !!

night owl

2012-01-21T23:59:00.005+08:00

Went to zouk yesterday to celebrate cousin's birthday, then boyf crashed at my place. turns out her boyf is my boyf's primary schoolmate ! small world. like a reunion. dearest said I've grown skinnier. yay? haven't really been eating lunch these few days.

pics by the others are not up yet.

2012-01-20T19:39:00.001+08:00

The darker the night, the brighter He can shine.

To my dear friend sx, I know you're strong enough to go through this again. You will always have us by your side. ♥

Best in me

2012-01-17T18:45:00.004+08:00

Dearest and I went to MBS yesterday attempting to go for the Narnia Exhibition. But we didn't go in the end because there was not a person in sight and the skating rink was so tiny. and guess what we spotted GongCha at MBS! I told him that i like MBS two times more now because of that.

'Cause you bring out the best in me, like no one else can do.

2012-01-16T00:09:00.002+08:00

2012-01-14T23:42:00.003+08:00

Here in Your presence, I am undone.

I can't wait for service tomorrow.

Karen's 20th

2012-01-13T16:11:00.005+08:00

Friends of nearly 9-10 years. We watch one another grow through the good and the bad. Happy birthday my dear girl. :)

I won't go another day without you

2012-01-13T11:41:00.005+08:00

When I needed a place to hang my heart,
You were there to wear it from the start
And with every breath of me, you'll be the only light I see.

I can't even begin to pen down how grateful I am for God's perfect timing. I believe every person that steps into your life is sent for a reason, some we won't understand till we meet our Maker in Heaven. But you, you are different. Like two adjoining pieces of a puzzle, we fit so perfectly. The moment you appeared, your purpose in my life started to unfold... so clear to me. A storybook, page by page, chapter by chapter. The difference is that only God knows how every story ends. Let's continue to walk in faith and see where He leads us to.

Defying Gravity

2012-01-10T23:14:00.003+08:00

We almost lost touch of time watching 10 hours of Glee and just k.o. on the couch at 3am. So elated to know that dearest is welcomed anytime to crash at my place even for the stupidest reasons like a glee marathon.

I just love how you have the passion for music even when you're a sportsperson. Work on a duet soon, love.

Love at Perfection

2012-01-09T13:58:00.003+08:00

Thank you for listening. Just listening is enough for me.

Had dinner at EwF Orchard Central with dearest and his friendly friends who helped me out somehow. The things that guys talk about... amazed me. Looking forward to tonight's stayover and Glee marathon with God's recent greatest gift to me :)

By the grace of God, 2012 started off great in the area of ministry. Cousin did a great job as a worship leader. Resolutions for this year: a humble heart for service, love thy neighbour.

2012-01-05T22:46:00.003+08:00

Life is wonderful when you have people this awesome.

Strength to carry on

2012-01-05T19:18:00.003+08:00

School work, responsibilities, plans for the future, worldly pleasures all forsaken. I am so tired when it's barely the beginning of the year. Now I lay it down, lay it at Your feet, to Your grace and Your power, I surrender all. I know I cannot continue on my own, just can't go on without Your strength.

"but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint." Isaiah 40:31

2012-01-02T23:50:00.003+08:00

Blessed new year

2012-01-01T22:52:00.002+08:00

The past two days have been hectic. Shanice's birthday and stayover -> steamboat for countdown and stayover, church. Glad that it's a new year. Start of many good things. Moving on to university, going for trips, leading worship in service, moving to young adults cell.. so much anticipation for this year. 20 yo this year omg no longer a teen. old. old. old. 2011 has had its fair share of ups and downs. want to thank the Lord for all He has given to me and letting me live thus far. 2012 here we come!

Thank you Lord, Thank you love

2011-12-28T00:06:00.004+08:00

I've found a gem, and I'm not letting go.

Although technically, I didn't find you. God gave me you... in the most miraculous way possible.

Long time ago in Bethlehem...

2011-12-26T00:02:00.003+08:00

Christmas photos taken yesterday with the girls in church :)

Dearest cabbed down to my place today to pass me my christmas gift! I was down with food poisoning and fever.. on Christmas. but he made me smile again :) when he reached my place I was lazing on bed snuggled under my blanket and hugging my toy penguin lol. what a childish sight

he wrapped it by himself *amazed*

and yay this smells good! time for a mature me smell...

Time to rest... thank God I'm feeling much better now!

Christmas isn't christmas till it happens in your heart

2011-12-24T01:00:00.010+08:00

I am super excited for Christmas ! A time of love, a time of giving. Service in church tomorrow followed by grandparents' baptism. I love this festive season of the year. :D right after Christmas it will be countdown to usher in the new year. yaoy.

kbox with dearest cousin!

Strictly Pancakes with love. like finally, been wanting to go there for so long but he didn't know and he just brought me there out of coincidence. the chocolate pancakes were awesome. awesome. but after a while it got... quite overwhelming.. his so healthy mine so unhealthy

shall go get ready to meet nick :D and head off to our christmas eve party!! (left off from last night's draft as I went to sleep halfway blogging :P)

2011-12-21T01:57:00.004+08:00

Blogging about Little sister Grace's birthday which is long overdue. Birthday girl whatsapped us at 4am in the morning saying she's craving for manhattan fish market. lol. Tomorrow, we will be celebrating Shipei's 18th. One year has flown by so quickly. The sudden realisation of us growing older dawned on me while I was on the phone with Shipei. Still remember last year's celebrations. I've known grace since she was born, and shipei for about 8-9 years. wow. and i'm the oldest T.T

messy hair, but the only pic with the bday girl ♥

Our kind-of-failed attempts at polaroid shots.

This is such an unearthly hour. I should get some rest soon before pimples start sprouting. Nights.

2011-12-20T12:00:00.002+08:00

I realise my hair is so long already and I don't really do up any hairstyles when I go out!
Told bby this yesterday. ok I will not be lazy today. gonna snap pictures and post them up !

2011-12-20T00:39:00.003+08:00

2011-12-20T00:13:00.002+08:00

"Sometimes, when there are facts and beliefs, you should believe the facts than your own beliefs." That's what I heard today.

When everyone tells you it is the way it looks, you don't believe them, because you think you know the person better than anyone else does. Living in denial? What is true and what is not? Unanswered questions that even if answered, isn't going to do any good or change anything. Some wounds take longer to heal, some scars take longer to fade, but some... just don't.

My life has been filled with regrets. I don't want to have anymore of them.

60 days

2011-12-16T23:25:00.010+08:00

Yes. The best things in life may come only once. If I miss it now, I will regret it forever.

2011-12-15T01:30:00.004+08:00

It really really pains me to see you like that. I don't know what I can do to make you feel better. All I can say is that being one of your closest friends, I know who you really are inside, and it's nothing like what the others have said. I don't understand why other people can say things they want to so freely but when it's your turn to speak up for yourself, everyone flames you. The world's just all too unfair, isn't it?

We need to hear both sides of the story instead of making premature judgments and jumping to conclusions all too quickly. and we need to bear in mind that words can pierce deeper than a knife. Once they're out, the damage cannot be undone. Especially one day when you finally find out that you were entirely wrong about a person.

Short update

2011-12-14T11:38:00.003+08:00

I've been very busy these few days. Fun like nobody's business. :D and I grew balls of steel yesterday at USS. so not me to take the thrilling rides, but for my friends I did it!!

my companion :D

From my dearest :D one and only because its customized !! yaoy

Got to rush to school for project meeting. Crashing back to reality.

Crown of glory

2011-12-07T23:02:00.006+08:00

Come to think of it, medium length hair wasn't so bad... Stylist said my hair is super long already. but I currently have no intention of cutting it yet. Regret usually comes after cutting. I guess all girls feel this way after a hair cut! always thinking of coloring it red but observations have shown me that red fades super fast and becomes brown in prolly a week. Today on the escalator, I overheard this conversation when a guy said to his friend about a girl "after she cut her hair i dont really like her already.. prefer her long hair" . got me wondering quite a bit.

I have yet to enjoy my break and Major project is already pressing on my shoulders. went back to school for meeting today. had lunch with Kim at ITAS, oh how it brought back memories. we were so old compared to the rest of the students dining there. still remember our clique having lunch there in year 1 and year 2.. time really flies and soon we'll be in university. then graduate, go out to work, and then get married, and then have kids. omg....

You

2011-12-06T12:48:00.001+08:00

"counting down the days, hours, minutes till I get to see you again.." words from you bring warmth and joy to my heart. your constant reassurances and how you proudly say you have the best girl, how you'd do anything to make me happy. the times you waited hours for me yet still pick up the phone with a cheerful voice, how you tell me I'm most beautiful even when I look my worst, how you write heartfelt letters to me, the way you don't use your phone at all when you're out with me so that you can give me your fullest attention. how you'd peel prawns for me because I don't like to dirty my hands, how you tried making honey lemon for me when I had a sore throat, how you travelled to the other part of the country to get me the best honey lemon and sent it to my place when I fell sick, how you'd take leave just to take care of me. the way you always insist on sending me home no matter how late it is or how tired you are, how you put in effort to plan where to dine at because you know I don't like making decisions, how you surprise me by planning our outings so I don't even have to worry where we will be going. how you would buy a cup of my favorite Gongcha for me whenever we meet, and when one cup isn't enough you'd ask if I want more, how you'd say grace before we eat, how you share with me bible verses to lift me up when I'm down, how you'd pray for me over the phone before I sleep so I won't get nightmares, how you courageously asked my parents for permission to take me as yours and promised them you'd take good care of me... just how you love me.

2011-12-05T17:33:00.001+08:00

I want a beautiful Christmas.

2011-12-04T22:44:00.006+08:00

Outing with my dearest sisters yesterday. Great buys and awesome time together. We used up all my films yesterday #likeaboss :DDD

First Corinthians

2011-12-03T23:05:00.001+08:00

With you, I'm never second best. I too can't contain the joy from last night. That's how I know, it's different this time.

2011-12-02T15:16:00.001+08:00

Today marks the last day of internship. Supervisor treated us lunch ;) talked about movies and cars.
Will be going to celebrate with the other interns later over dinner. and Jon's birthday at the same time. wonderful friendships I've taken out of these 3 months.

2011-12-02T09:38:00.001+08:00

Just a touch of the fire burning so bright.

2011-12-01T09:38:00.001+08:00

Reality came crashing real hard yesterday. and when I closed my eyes, the tangled web of my subconscious resurfaced. I woke up hyperventilating and called you without a second thought. You didn't get angry that I woke you up from your sleep though you had a long day ahead. Instead, you patiently listened to me and consoled me for half an hour, assuring me that everything is perfectly fine. That you love me no matter what, that it is okay to go back to sleep. The feeling is indescribable, like a child having someone to run to and embrace her so tightly whenever she feels scared.

Thank you, my dearest.

Trust

2011-11-30T14:56:00.001+08:00

I thought you knew me. Well, I thought.

2011-11-30T10:42:00.001+08:00

I am so looking forward to this Friday (evening), when I can finally escape the clutches of the incessant ringing of my alarm clock, the merciless rays of the morning sun,and the annoying squeeze with random strangers on sardine-packed trains. Summed up in one word: Freedom.

2011-11-29T14:34:00.001+08:00

I was a bit down today, so you wore pink out to meet me during my lunch hour because you thought it would cheer me up, that I would laugh at you.

but if there's one thing I want to tell you, it would be that you make me smile so effortlessly. you don't have to do anything, just having you with me is enough.

When darkness breaks to light

2011-11-28T14:26:00.001+08:00

Looking out of the window while it rains. Sometimes it makes you feel so peaceful despite the roaring thunder and pitter patter of the raindrops...

Time to stop being so melodramatic lol.

Sneak peek of bbg+TWG+Shopping+Korean BBQ.. I keep forgetting to bring my thumb drive ._.

2011-11-28T09:56:00.001+08:00

managed to capture my church's lights at night.

Love Joy Peace

2011-11-28T09:41:00.001+08:00

Cell fellowship with brothers and sisters in Christ. It's great to have friends of the same values and beliefs supporting one another in the journey here on earth. It is a short walk but we encourage one another to look forward to the day when we will see one another again in a much better place, where He will wipe away every tear from our eyes. I appreciate life as it is a gift and live every moment without lots of worries and cares, but with joy in my heart because I have a reason to. and that reason is all that matters. There are no words to express the Lord's saving grace and endless blessings in my life. Christmas is nearing, are you looking for hope? It's the most beautiful time of the year. Looking forward to it :)

Cognitive Dissonance

2011-11-23T11:38:00.001+08:00

I desperately need to get out of this horrible place. Somehow I have the mental image of everyone here with a black heart.

Sometimes there isn't an obvious explanation, but I will eventually find out God's purpose of placing me here. For that and my grades, I will push on.

2011-11-22T13:59:00.001+08:00

To walk on with you even when I don't know what lies ahead..

2011-11-22T13:45:00.001+08:00

Learning.

2011-11-21T21:00:00.001+08:00

New speakers

Together at the top

2011-11-21T13:50:00.002+08:00

The perfect definition of a best friend.

2011-11-21T09:39:00.001+08:00

2011-11-21T09:30:00.001+08:00

You gave me everything. It's about time I give you my all. One of God's biggest blessings in my life, is you.

Gratitude

2011-11-18T11:10:00.001+08:00

Who else would be such a sweetheart to come down here early in the morning just to send me to work ? I'm deeply moved.

Nostalgia

2011-11-17T15:14:00.001+08:00

Looking back, I never saw this day coming so quickly. Final year of poly life. The time when I would miss every single moment I spent with the awesome friends I made in school. It's like trying to reach out but you can't seem to grasp it anymore. All I can do is reminisce the bittersweet memories as we all go our own ways and have less time than we already do for one another. Major project hasn't even started but I feel the stress. I already feel the pain of leaving this place and moving on to a new phase in life. But I guess.. change is the only constant in this life.

Intermittent

2011-11-16T22:31:00.001+08:00

Finally visited the doctor today for cough med and antibiotics. I need to be strong to continue the remaining 2 weeks of internship. But there's no end to stressors till March next year when major project ends. Had The Handburger yesterday after work, food was so-so in my opinion but they had cool drinks like chocolate marshmallow milkshake ?

and not forgetting to mention the beautiful sleeping eye mask I picked for my birthday surprise and used it to blindfold myself.

Turn around, bright eyes

2011-11-15T13:46:00.001+08:00

2011-11-14T15:20:00.001+08:00

When you just need a shoulder to lean on, you'll always know that they will be there. People come and go, only a few really stay throughout. These are the people who will love you even though you screw up big time, even when you make the wrong decisions in life, even when you feel like your world is falling apart. They define 'forever' in this life. So don't let them go, no matter what. The best things in life may only come once.

2011-11-14T14:55:00.001+08:00

"They wanted to pray together, but not see each other, before the ceremony." Aww ;)

Serenade

2011-11-14T10:25:00.001+08:00

The moment time stopped.

Blessed

2011-11-13T20:35:00.007+08:00

they forgot our cheesecake so they made it up with free macaroons :)

and then to my birthday ♥ they surprised me at 12 midnight and I was blindfolded, not knowing I sat in michelle's Audi. was wondering why the "cab" smelled so nice.

from grace♥

from Joseph ♥ and my expensive cake was cookies and cream filling!

from nick ♥

from everyone ♥ love the verse Jo wrote behind.

from dearest michelle and darren♥

From rasky ♥ + vouchers

my gift to you for being there for me

picnic with bff, jo and daron :D

timbre for pizza before my surprise

cui without make up and after a long day of internship ahhhh ....

Time has faded

2011-11-11T12:15:00.001+08:00

No more mistakes, 'cause in your eyes I'd like to stay.

Thank you

2011-11-10T13:41:00.001+08:00

You tore the veil, You made a way, when You said that it is done.

12am

2011-11-09T11:36:00.001+08:00

and so I got surprised again :D I was equivalent to the walking dead last night when my loved ones surprised me. they all could tell from my face! but what do you expect.. internship sucks the energy outta me. T.T cannot thank the Lord enough for the outpouring of His countless blessings over me.

this year's theme was hello kitty and balloons! all my presents were hello kitty.. except for the acoustic guitar!

will post more photos when I get them :)

Waddup

2011-11-08T11:09:00.001+08:00

Work makes me hopeless to the point I am too tired to drink gongcha and asked for redbull instead. Michelle dear is laughing to herself beside me...

ticking time

2011-11-07T18:55:00.001+08:00

Currently at Jo's pool side waiting for him to change while blogging this. had a great day at botanical gardens with BFF today. food for mozzies thank God for wet wipes. rushing down to meet parents for birthday dinner. ciaoz

Then sings my soul

2011-11-05T11:02:00.001+08:00

I was craving for seafood platter from fish & co. yesterday and went to glasshouse to have dinner after work. caught footloose which was kind of boring.

Today is going to be a long and exciting day! going back to sleep and be energized! :)

The other side

2011-11-03T15:07:00.002+08:00

I have indeed learnt a lot about this ugly world. Be careful of who you trust. Amidst the smiles and laughter, I wonder how many backs have been stabbed.

Kenneth asked me if I was happy today. I said yes and he asked why. I answered: because everyday is a day closer to the end of __ :)

another reason would be that I have a purpose in life and am truly blessed. The Lord's blessings, if counted in bricks, would stack up to the sky.

You.

2011-11-01T10:54:00.001+08:00

It's amazing how joyful I am when I'm with you. Joyful, not happy, because joy comes from the outflow of the heart. Even greater, even stronger.

Italian love

2011-10-31T10:25:00.002+08:00

bbg @michellehoho made pasta breakfast for me. work makes us fatter because we keep eating and eating. ok jon is here to help me with my work byez

Happy Endings

2011-10-29T13:18:00.002+08:00

The office is a perfect place for viruses to spread around like wildfire. my throat hurts again. :( spamming different lozenges. I finally caught up with the girls last night for supper. the warmth and joy when I see their faces is simply indescribable. 5 more weeks left to the end of internship, then major project starts. when I can sleep in more and not catch viruses and fall sick.

People have been asking me to go to USS's halloween and there was even free express tickets but I didn't want to. don't know why it doesn't excite me as much as it excites others? don't delight in scaring myself, haha im a scaredy-cat.

Need to think of what to wear later ! :)

After the world

2011-10-26T14:07:00.007+08:00

Happy Deepavali! have been roaming around like no tomorrow. when I stand beside Jo, I'm like 3 skin tones lighter than him. which makes me very happy no matter how much sunlight I have to brave. Thank you for accompanying me to shop for my work wear! it amazes me how it didn't bore you at all. I like how you zealously jump at the opportunity of being in charge of saying grace before we eat.

Compare the size of the yoghurt cup to the face ..

My hair is long ..and looks auburn? the black colour just faded.

Accompanied bff to cut her bangs. "Love at its purest." how many people can actually say they work with their best friend during internship? Thank God for everything. :)

2011-10-26T13:55:00.002+08:00

When every step is so hard to take,
And all of my hope is fading away,
When life is a mountain that I cannot climb
You carry me, Jesus carry me.

When every moment is more than I can take,
And all of my strength is slipping away,
When every breath gets harder to breathe,
You carry me, Jesus carry me.

You are strength in my weakness
You are the refuge I seek
You are everything in my time of need
You are everything, You are everything I need

I need You Lord,
You are everything I need.

Skyscraper

2011-10-23T19:06:00.003+08:00

Went for sakae sushi buffet with Joseph after work. LOL not a fan of sushi so I didn't eat much.

I'm on someone's wallpaper zomg.

Anyway, I had a nightmare that my hair was cut short. Goodness.

Broken and Beautiful

2011-10-23T18:23:00.003+08:00

There is a longing only You can fill,
A raging tempest only You can still.
My soul is thirsty Lord to know You as I'm known,
Drink from the river that flows before Your throne.

Sunrise to sunrise, I will seek your face,
Drawn by the spirit to the promise of Your grace,
My heart has found in You a hope that will abide,
Here in Your presence, forever satisfied.

2011-10-22T18:35:00.002+08:00

Your heart will lead you home.
Let's see where God will take us on this ride.

Soul Sister

2011-10-22T18:15:00.004+08:00

This is a late post dedicated to my one and only Michelle Chew @xpollypop

Since 19 years ago, God blessed me with the best sister anyone could ever have,
You saw me through thick and thin,
never judging, always loving,
and I would never trade you for anything else in this world.

Happy 19th birthday, my soul sister.

2011-10-22T16:20:00.002+08:00

Yuri's eyes never fail to stare right through my soul.

2011-10-22T15:02:00.000+08:00

Stand firm in the faith. Be men of courage.

2011-10-22T14:41:00.000+08:00

his pledge to her.

i will kill the spiders. i will share my fries with you when you’ve finished all yours and are still hungry. i won’t ever pop my collar. i will never be rude to your tummy- when i hear it growl and gurgle, i promise to bend down and reply respectfully. i will eat the mushrooms when we order the supreme pizza. i will kiss the papercuts. and the door-slammed finger. and the counter-bumped hip. i’ll try my hardest not to get annoyed when you whisper questions and comments during movies. i will be the big spoon. i will let you win at wrestling. sometimes. other times i will not. i will pull when you want. and tease you when you don’t. i will send you random texts and leave you silly gifts. not always. not on schedule. just whenever i want to. whenever i think you need one. or seven. i will check your tire pressure. and remind you to take your car in. i will hold your hand. i will love you. i will love you. i will love you.

Turn around, bright eyes

2011-10-20T23:07:00.005+08:00

Jo is now my spastic camwhoring partner FTW. sang Hosanna by hillsong with him, his guitar skills are awesome man. why you so talented?!

Authentic Beauty

2011-10-20T11:09:00.001+08:00

There's a beauty to the dawn,
A rhythm to the rain,
A silence in the soul that I just can't explain.

There's a debt that has been paid,
A grace that I've been shown,
A hope that I've been given,
that I have never known.

There's a love that conquers darkness,
A peace alive in me,
There's a life that's not just here and now but for eternity.

Love of my life

2011-10-09T18:09:00.008+08:00

jo bought this for me from rws :D love the turqoise!

cousie gave me this :D

bought this :)

I AM GOING TO SLEEP EARLY TONIGHT!
cant wait for the next 8 weeks to fly by!!!
excited for next week as well. ^^

2011-10-04T10:34:00.001+08:00

Someone who cares about the welfare of his students , that's what I call a true teacher. thanks WP for caring when no one else did.

Best Friends

2011-09-27T20:08:00.004+08:00

What more can I ask for?

2011-09-22T20:57:00.001+08:00

Looking forward to see Jiahao&Jayme's wedding pictures :)
I was so touched I teared.

2011-09-22T20:11:00.000+08:00

Just to let you know, you don't have the power to hurt me anymore.

2011-09-20T21:12:00.000+08:00

2011-09-20T21:08:00.001+08:00

So, so beautiful. One of the few things that would actually make me smile from the inside.

Here in Your presence

2011-09-18T20:32:00.000+08:00

2011-09-18T20:24:00.000+08:00

2011-09-12T00:38:00.001+08:00

Once upon a time

2011-09-08T16:08:00.003+08:00

I look into the mirror and promise myself I will turn this frown into a smile.

2011-09-05T23:12:00.003+08:00

There’s a businessman, there’s a widowed wife, there’s a smiling face with a shattered life, there’s a teenage girl with a choice to make, it’s crowded here in church today.

And the preacher says as the sermon ends,
"Please close your eyes and bow your heads. Is there anyone in need of prayer? Jesus wants to meet you here. ‘cause we all fall short, we all have sinned, but when you let God’s Grace break in, it’s beautiful. Come as you are, broken and beautiful."

:)

2011-09-04T18:19:00.002+08:00

It's all that matters.

Hello hello baby

2011-08-31T00:01:00.007+08:00

Having fun with my phone photo app!

she's always there for me ♥

Had our church anniversary dinner at Grand Copthorne Waterfront Hotel. The ballroom was beautiful, especially in dim lights. Sang for worship on stage hence couldn't wear dress like everyone else 'cause my dresses are all short haha.. calls for shopping? bff hasn't uploaded the pics yet. waiting for her exams to be over.

Life hasn't been easy. But the bible brings me through everyday. I know what I'm living for. :)

Faith

2011-08-30T00:42:00.003+08:00

Faith helps us to accept what we cannot understand.

I believe God made things happen for a reason. Present sufferings may past but His love and grace will forever last. Praying to be in concert with His perspective and plan.

Everybody falls sometimes, gotta find the strength to rise from the ashes and make a new beginning
Anyone can feel the ache, you think its more than you can take, but you're stronger, stronger than you know
Don't you give up now, the sun will soon be shining
You gotta face the clouds to find the silver lining..

2011-08-24T00:46:00.005+08:00

Yeah baby i dyed my hair black !!

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A different look. I still cannot get used to it. But i guess change is the only constant, huh?

2011-08-21T21:56:00.000+08:00

Some things we won't understand, so let's just turn around and walk away, and hold on to what was good.

TTP

2011-08-20T16:22:00.005+08:00

Time to partayyy! 3 weeks of freedom. planning out my holidays. Things have been pretty depressing lately. I've my own downs, and some people came to talk to me because they are depressed as well. Very heavy burden, but feels good to be a listening ear knowing that people trust you. When the depressed meet the depressed. Lol.

But since I'm studying psychology and learnt some counselling techniques, i should be able to counsel myself -.- Life is precious so I'm going to enjoy every moment of what God has given me.

I found a studio with all the equipments do my singing and recordings! FOC, great to have connections with ultra nice people! I should set up a studio in my humble abode and buy the instruments. SIP money..maybe? Haha.

Anyway, dark brown hair or red hair? I got to do something about my fringe as well. All talk no action. Whats wrong with me.

2011-08-18T23:15:00.001+08:00

What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down
Cause my best intentions
Keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh how many times will it take for me
To get it right

2011-08-18T22:30:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow is my last day of school!!!!!!!!!!!!! Finally the busy semester has passed. SIP and FYP would be next. time to do something about my hair.

2011-08-18T01:01:00.004+08:00

It's not a question of love, cos our love has never changed. But all the little things keep piling up, and life keeps getting in the way.

2011-08-13T13:10:00.001+08:00

One thing I've become excellent at is losing people.

Fool for love

2011-08-10T23:36:00.001+08:00

受了伤却不投降,
相信付出会有代价,
代价只是一句...傻瓜.

YILING'S 19

2011-08-08T21:01:00.004+08:00

Loads of pics as promised!!!

The girls and I went to Hosted to celebrate Yiling's 19th. It was so tough finding the place !
All of them have turned 19 except for me!! hehe. Amanda is going off to Ireland... We will meet up soon for *cross fingers*

Thinking about thoughts

2011-08-08T00:21:00.003+08:00

More pics to come when I get through this busy week of presentations and test!

Things have been pretty overwhelming the past few days. I will put my faith in God, continue to trust in Him to direct my paths because I know fully well through experience that He is always there for me, no matter how lousy a person I am.

I will be strong. No more tears, I'm sick and tired of them.
I hope that this decision which I have to make, in time to come, will be a good one. That one day I will look back, pat myself on the back and say "You made the better choice". No right or wrong, but better or worse.